i basically began to play SL to be able to communicate with people
to learn about different opinions. I have choosen the web for this,
because it was not really possible to do this in real life
There are, let me see, 2,4,6,8,10 10,20,30 … 90, well i guess 200 friends
This is souza, she from holland, awsome artist – painter
Criostobal – he drew storyboards for Wim Wenders
Beavis left secondlife, he was tired of it.
This is starwind, i have met her in real-life, she lives in brighton, england
i know her very well, she has became my sister
Ranxid is an old friend.
well i can tell you:
she is actually a man who feels he is a woman, so in secondlife she can realise her dream.
This is kune, shes from rome, she became my first secondlife wife,
well my first, after i divorced my real ex wife who was also my sl wife
yes it is similar to how i look like.
but just similar.
after all it is more important the avatar looks good rather than exactly like me.
well you can see aspects of it:
the wide chin, cheeks,
i have done some changes on the eyes but they are not really the same
the mouth is quite similar, the nose is different as it is smaller in real-life.
i had it bigger before but i changed it
he has muscles – no muscles on my real body, i also removed the big belly
i had all of these things – but its silly
I am never really happy with the look because i see how people react on me,
and i want to be visually accepted by community, not this simple
here we see a newbie, he has done nothing to his avatar, all he has done is just bought his hair.
his dance is boring, freebie one, which is very bad. i guess he,s a record label owner
or a advert company whatever guy. he is about 2 months old.
this lady hmmm how old? i guess 6 months, they all walk around like that.
i think her face is not so sophisticated she has done nothing on her facial expressions.
i’d be not interested to engage in conversation with her at all because she is only interested in shopping,
and this she does not do on a very inspiring level
on the other hand, this lady seems to be more interesting. jeans skirt. she has style. its not crap.
this woman here. like this every second is dressed. its an industry selling such stuff
this is a purchased avatar too, he has done nothing at all to his apeareance.
he cannot even dance
also he is 2 meter high. i see it right away. he is way too tall
Avatars in secondlife are limited to 2.40 metres
the tallest man in the real world is 2.40. there is absolutly no reason for it
why everyone is 2.10 or more, the main reason for this is:
men want to be as tall as possible. it makes them look more as testosterone bombs.
so women felt a bit too small around all these giants, all men made them selfs 2.20
this is a cool thing in secondlife.
with clothes and outfits you filter all these people away
yes i have added a quite a few filters
he looks a bit gay. this is good. like this everyone who is afraid of gay people runs
my avatar changes 5 stand-poses while standing.
one of them is a female pose. i have done this on purpose. it is a woman flirt pose.
head to side and so on.
this is full flirt attack pose, big chest, hands down – very self confident.
here he stretches the back. healthy move reminds me to do this in real as well.
the poses are supposed to affect me too.
i have also made a female shape, i use it in case women stalk me, some fall in love with my pixels.
i dont like this at all: they dont talk and just feel better to be with this avatar
thats when i change to a woman – full stop. it s a weapon.
i don,t want them to fall in love with my avatar. i want them see ME
this is a funny one, i can change to a sperm, i can activate an effect
it makes it look like i ejaculate all the time. a big sperm swarm is generated.
people kidding you make me pregnant but there are few people who think its disgusting
this is the ball. i use it if i want to be alone. if i hate my avatar.
haven,t used it for a long time
the ball means – leave me alone
i cannot dissociate – not possible – if society cannot deal with it
then i must be handicapped
yes, i suffer from this, i would prefer to have friends but i don,t have them
so it does not really matter, i don,t have visions for my future right now, also because
i quit all. i have had a burn out. i crashed completely. so now i don,t care anymore,
i gave up on a career, i cannot make it like this – no way – i cannot succeed in this society,
my life has changed radically, my wife is gone and so has my job is gone.
yes it is the strategy of my therapy, i let go of everything, for me to find a new deal in life.
i go as close to people as much they let me and in secondlife,
people let you get VERY CLOSE. its true
you see here alex and I, alexis is my secondlife wife. she is a pilot and
for 2 years now she suffers from MS, she is not able to fly anymore, she is 24 yrs old
i dont know if she is tied up to the bed completely, but it affects her mind.
here she had an attack, she could hardly write, i made these flowers – when she came back
it was wonderful, we married around this time when her attacks became less, i donno, yeah
maybe it has something to do with it, well of course, i hope the marriage had a good effect on her
now shes doing well
it is fun in secondlife. 2 years, yes i,ve known her for a long time.
well there are many things you can learn. you cannot learn such things
if you meet girl in a bar, i will have no idea how she will behave, all these things
i must learn later during the relationship
in secondlife i know about such things before i even met her
we had arguments, she deleted all my stuff and told me to get lost, it became very serious.
but we have never met in real-life so its perfect the first conflict already solved.
we love each other again, the conflict is gone. i have the possibility to see how
she deals with it if the issue raises itself again – all these thing i can learn
All these things will be the same in a real life situation. i never had any surprises on this point.
i have already met 5 people from secondlife, they are exactly the same in sl as in rl
in secondlife the soul is real completly authentic
i love this woman, yes i do, i would marry her, she can live here all her life.
she is brilliant
i don,t know anything about her real life, but i know how she acts
it is a fullfillment of life for me or mabye what i am looking for in life
to be able to grow old with a wife by my side, which means both still stick together
also under extreme pressure, yes this is my goal. in secondlife there is no
pressure about what can happen here – if she simply does not login anymore what can i do?
subtitles by Eifachfilm Vacirca d-oo-b.cc
another nation wide attention yay secondme is featured as movie of the week in one of the largest newspapers of the country
ReRelease of the awarded movie “secondme”
A Movie about a secondlife user called Eifachfilm Vacirca.
Voted by the audience as best shortfilm in 6 Festivals.
Total Prices won: 35’000USD