secondme

 

 

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i basically began to play SL to be able to communicate with people

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to learn about different opinions. I have choosen the web for this,

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because it was not really possible to do this in real life

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There are, let me see, 2,4,6,8,10 10,20,30 … 90, well i guess 200 friends

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This is souza, she from holland, awsome artist – painter

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Criostobal – he drew storyboards for Wim Wenders

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Beavis left secondlife, he was tired of it.

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This is starwind, i have met her in real-life, she lives in brighton, england

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i know her very well, she has became my sister

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Ranxid is an old friend.
well i can tell you:

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she is actually a man who feels he is a woman, so in secondlife she can realise her dream.

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This is kune, shes from rome, she became my first secondlife wife,

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well my first, after i divorced my real ex wife who was also my sl wife
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yes it is similar to how i look like.
but just similar.

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after all it is more important the avatar looks good rather than exactly like me.

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well you can see aspects of it:
the wide chin, cheeks,

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i have done some changes on the eyes but they are not really the same

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the mouth is quite similar, the nose is different as it is smaller in real-life.

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i had it bigger before but i changed it
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he has muscles – no muscles on my real body, i also removed the big belly

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i had all of these things – but its silly

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I am never really happy with the look because i see how people react on me,

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and i want to be visually accepted by community, not this simple

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here we see a newbie, he has done nothing to his avatar, all he has done is just bought his hair.

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his dance is boring, freebie one, which is very bad. i guess he,s a record label owner

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or a advert company whatever guy. he is about 2 months old.

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this lady hmmm how old? i guess 6 months, they all walk around like that.

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i think her face is not so sophisticated she has done nothing on her facial expressions.

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i’d be not interested to engage in conversation with her at all because she is only interested in shopping,

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and this she does not do on a very inspiring level

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on the other hand, this lady seems to be more interesting. jeans skirt. she has style. its not crap.

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this woman here. like this every second is dressed. its an industry selling such stuff

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this is a purchased avatar too, he has done nothing at all to his apeareance.

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he cannot even dance

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also he is 2 meter high. i see it right away. he is way too tall

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Avatars in secondlife are limited to 2.40 metres

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the tallest man in the real world is 2.40. there is absolutly no reason for it

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why everyone is 2.10 or more, the main reason for this is:

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men want to be as tall as possible. it makes them look more as testosterone bombs.

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so women felt a bit too small around all these giants, all men made them selfs 2.20

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this is a cool thing in secondlife.

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with clothes and outfits you filter all these people away

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yes i have added a quite a few filters

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he looks a bit gay. this is good. like this everyone who is afraid of gay people runs

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my avatar changes 5 stand-poses while standing.

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one of them is a female pose. i have done this on purpose. it is a woman flirt pose.

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head to side and so on.

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this is full flirt attack pose, big chest, hands down – very self confident.

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here he stretches the back. healthy move reminds me to do this in real as well.

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the poses are supposed to affect me too.

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i have also made a female shape, i use it in case women stalk me, some fall in love with my pixels.

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i dont like this at all: they dont talk and just feel better to be with this avatar

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thats when i change to a woman – full stop. it s a weapon.

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i don,t want them to fall in love with my avatar. i want them see ME

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this is a funny one, i can change to a sperm, i can activate an effect

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it makes it look like i ejaculate all the time. a big sperm swarm is generated.

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people kidding you make me pregnant but there are few people who think its disgusting

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this is the ball. i use it if i want to be alone. if i hate my avatar.

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haven,t used it for a long time

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the ball means – leave me alone

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i cannot dissociate – not possible – if society cannot deal with it

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then i must be handicapped

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yes, i suffer from this, i would prefer to have friends but i don,t have them

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so it does not really matter, i don,t have visions for my future right now, also because

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i quit all. i have had a burn out. i crashed completely. so now i don,t care anymore,

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i gave up on a career, i cannot make it like this – no way – i cannot succeed in this society,

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my life has changed radically, my wife is gone and so has my job is gone.

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yes it is the strategy of my therapy, i let go of everything, for me to find a new deal in life.

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i go as close to people as much they let me and in secondlife,

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people let you get VERY CLOSE. its true

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you see here alex and I, alexis is my secondlife wife. she is a pilot and

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for 2 years now she suffers from MS, she is not able to fly anymore, she is 24 yrs old

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i dont know if she is tied up to the bed completely, but it affects her mind.

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here she had an attack, she could hardly write, i made these flowers – when she came back

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it was wonderful, we married around this time when her attacks became less, i donno, yeah

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maybe it has something to do with it, well of course, i hope the marriage had a good effect on her

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now shes doing well

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it is fun in secondlife. 2 years, yes i,ve known her for a long time.

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well there are many things you can learn. you cannot learn such things

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if you meet girl in a bar, i will have no idea how she will behave, all these things

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i must learn later during the relationship

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in secondlife i know about such things before i even met her

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we had arguments, she deleted all my stuff and told me to get lost, it became very serious.

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but we have never met in real-life so its perfect the first conflict already solved.

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we love each other again, the conflict is gone. i have the possibility to see how

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she deals with it if the issue raises itself again – all these thing i can learn

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All these things will be the same in a real life situation. i never had any surprises on this point.

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i have already met 5 people from secondlife, they are exactly the same in sl as in rl

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in secondlife the soul is real completly authentic

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i love this woman, yes i do, i would marry her, she can live here all her life.

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she is brilliant

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i don,t know anything about her real life, but i know how she acts

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it is a fullfillment of life for me or mabye what i am looking for in life

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to be able to grow old with a wife by my side, which means both still stick together

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also under extreme pressure, yes this is my goal. in secondlife there is no

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pressure about what can happen here – if she simply does not login anymore what can i do?

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nothing!

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subtitles by Eifachfilm Vacirca d-oo-b.cc

 

 

 

another nation wide attention yay secondme is featured as movie of the week in one of the largest newspapers of the country
http://www.tagesanzeiger.ch/kultur/kino/Kurzfilm-der-Woche-Erstes-Ich-zweites-Ich/story/18579372

 

ReRelease of the awarded movie “secondme”
A Movie about a secondlife user called Eifachfilm Vacirca.

Voted by the audience as best shortfilm in 6 Festivals.
Total Prices won: 35’000USD

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